Pride!



Just a brief note---music is change, and change can be growth--and yesterday, with the support of a friend, I survived going to the dentist....for the first time in MANY MANY years. "Look ma, no cavities!"....What a relief! It wasn't comfortable; it wasn't easy; AND I survived. (Such a big baby!).
I sang ancient melodies in my head -- old, wordless nigguns-- and comforted myself, too.
It's over!
And, afterwards, I made an arbor for my wisteria. It's struggling with its own weight pulling it down, and needs something to rest upon, or reach up to. Nature is healing.
I'm proud. In the past few years, I've conquered so many of my old fears.

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  1. NiccoleMay 30, 2008 at 5:09 PM

    Congrats! That is something I will have to be doing sometime soon as well. :)

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